ONCE AGAIN - ALL THE FICTION HERE IS SLASH - THAT MEANS GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS OF MALE/MALE RELATIONSHIPS. IF YOU ARE EASILY OFFENDED - LEAVE
Now that that's out of the way, this is a Spike/Xander shipper site. So take one guess who the stories are about. Watch the ratings - some of these get pretty graphic.
One further comment - I know that many of the stories here are unfinished. They are quite likely to remain that way. While I reserve the right to finish anything at any time, I am no longer actively writing in the Buffy fandom. So if WIPs drive you nuts? Prepare to go insane.
Series
Unless otherwise noted, all series are works in progress.
Summary: Xander goes through some hard times and deals in a very bad way. Spike finds out and tries to help.
This is a long series which is complete.
CAUTION: The story Waiting Here contains explicit descriptions of ritualistic self-mutilation, rape, abuse, incest and violence. Specifically, the story contains detailed discussions of self-inflicted wounds. Should this offend you or should you find the topic disturbing, please do not read.
Waiting Here won the Spring 2001 Slash Fans Choice Award for Long, Lovely, Nifty, Naughty.
Summary: Thoughts, actions and consequences. Plotty smut. Or smutty plot.
Summary: My writer's block series. Songfics. Not a story so much as little scenes.
All the songs and song lyrics contained herein are the property of their respective artists and copyright owners.
Summary: Well, started as smut, turned into a story. Xander learns about Spike's hidden past and Spike teaches Xander a few things
This isn't really a series so much as a somewhat chronological collection of porny scenes. Any plot that wandered in was totally by accident.
Brown Paper Packages: Interlude - Amsterdam (NC-17)
An interlude in the Brown Paper Packages world - what happened in Amsterdam. This features Spike, Dru and William (not Spike as William, guy named William) Features character death, not a happy piece. Not essential to reading BPP. Much, much darker than the rest of the series.
Back With Me (NC-17)Summary: Spike's past comes back to haunt and help
This is a serious AU. I will be messing around with timelines, past histories and pretty much everything else to my heart's content. If it's canon but it doesn't fit with where I want to go, then I just ignore it. Don't whine about it, I've warned you.
Reckoning (NC-17)Summary: Spike and Dawn piece (not sexual - big brother/little sister thing) Someone takes something they shouldn't. Spike gets pushed too far. Character deaths. Mention of rape. Very dark. Very violent.
Elegantly Wasted (NC-17)Summary: Xander's lost. Spike finds him. Character deaths. Drug use. Abuse. Prostitution. Graphic violence. Not for the kiddies.
Summary: And now for something completely different. This is a very interior piece, told in alternating first person POV between Xander and Spike. Minimum of angst and torture. Sometimes you learn the most amazing things about yourself.
Summary: Oh, my God! I killed Xander! Death stories on crack. Xander dies in these. NOT sad stories. Well, ok, they are sad but not boo hoo sad. These are not my fault. I disclaim all responsibility.
Now That You're In The World (NC-17)
Summary: Spike and Christian from Moulin Rouge. Co-written with Marie-Claude. Initially set right after Spike is turned. Spike and Christian make a promise that neither realize they will someday have to keep.
Careless, Reckless and Free (NC-17)
Summary: Spike/Xander/Lara Croft. Co-written with Marie-Claude. Buffy/Tomb Raider crossover. Lara Croft comes looking for something and finds more than she ever expected. Set post-season five and, needless to say, is spectacularly AU.
Summary: Spike and Angel. Everybody needs a holiday.
Stand Alone pieces
Summary: Take out. Very very short
Blood Binds Tight (NC-17)Summary: Spike and Angelus. Sire's rights, blood, sex, chains.
Exactly what is says, short piece set right after Spike is turned.
Shadow (NC-17)Summary: Angelus, Dru and Spike. Set while Spike is in the wheelchair.
Suppose/Perhaps (R)Summary: Suppositions and consideration as someone watches and someone thinks.
Summary: Xander ponders Spike. Told from Xander's POV. Some specific references to events in Spiral and The Weight of the World. But nothing too major.
Summary: Response to the 100 word challenge on nummytreats.
Summary: A meeting after a long absence. Mentions character death - not either of the boys.
Summary: Love, loss and the taste of grief. Major spoilers for "The Gift".
Summary: The boys stand up for Willow and Tara at their wedding. Angst free sap. And some smut. Only guy smut though (sorry)
Summary: Completely ridiculous. The boys go to an '80's costume party.
Oi! or Why Animal Planet and Whisky Just Don't Mix. (R)
Summary: Even more ridiculous. Xander and Spike go to the zoo. Drunk.